How am I in a worse position now than I was six months ago? Reality.
More than a month ago, I sat in therapy and listened to a lecture about how to make my situation worse by always planning for the worst-case scenario. I was told that I needed to believe that good will come in order to help my mood and my demeanour.
Just think good things will happen and they will?
Well if it was that fucking simple, why has my personal situation continued to spiral since then?