Life is expensive.
Despite my vehicle having been repossessed more than a month ago, I am still making payments on it. This, of course, is increasingly stressful due to the fact that I am not presently working and have been having to scrounge up money every second week to ensure I don’t go into overdraft when the payments come out. I need $200 by Friday and I don’t know where I’m going to get it from.
When will I stop paying for this? I don’t fucking know. No one can give me a fucking answer.
Do not trust your information in the hands of someone who does not deserve it. Please, please, please. You do not want to wind up in a position like that which I presently find myself in.
I just do not know how to remove myself from this situation. It doesn’t matter how hard I try, nothing has gotten better for eight months now. What can I do?
As of Thursday last week, I was supposed to have two job interviews today. Yesterday, one of them got moved to next week, and as of today, the other got moved to next week. Because Employers really don’t value the time of job seekers and it’s pissing me off.
People in my family have learned that I am taking anti-depressants and they’re now looking at me like I am some sort of sad, wounded bird who needs to be babysat. This, of course, is my worst nightmare, as I like living alone, I like being alone and there are very few people (by my count only three) that I actually allow or want up in my business all day every day. Nevertheless, they’re hostile babysitting is making me even more stressed and agitated than I already was about my present life situation.
How do people start over? Really, how does it happen? I want to know because I want to do it and I don’t want to be stressed anymore.